Sunday, June 19, 2011

Fresh Out

From desk to desk, top bunk and cot to low bed under new fan.

I return no less, yet only that much more a man, I am.

I love and loved, my heart a public pulley.

I’ve pushed and shoved, been victim, perhaps. Been bully.

I cringed and cried in silence, and aloud I sang “Forgiveness please!”

Bled, punctured from the ethers trident. Bowed, and counted my sinless deeds.

I questioned “Why now!? So close, so far! Can I not reach out to call?”

Yet for no answer, I clenched my open scars, as pain rendered me to my knees to crawl.

The message that I have received, would seem on time if t’were not late.

She sings to me, and sad I grieve, to see her beauty strong, and soft, and slate.

My affection, and my service I gave her time and time on end.

I pity me then. How worthless, I bade her mine, and pined and primed.

And though my Ruby has returned, her sorrow grips me still.

Yet for my duty, pray I earn tomorrow’s lips be frill.

Yes, from my Ruby, nay I’ll turn. Tomorrow’s lips be frill.

Friday, June 17, 2011

Last Continuance

Morningtime. Showtime. Powdered make-up and all.
The protagonists smile and stand tall.

Everyone is me, and I them too.
The ones on the insid, and the ones calling names,
those with paid tongues, but most don't,
and I only wanna stand out to the old man between the flags.
Let him see my tie and suede loafers
As if they matttered.
'shoulda never gave you niggas money'...and I heard'em say...

A child still smiles.
Perhaps her laugh will frost us with grace.
Innocence is scarce in this place.

He opens up and talks choices. Reimbursements. Sensitivity for the English.
Check the money, Hail the queens income.

Rescuing from down under
Holding my receipt in case of defeat,
sitting sweet at my seat.

The learned of the law are left meek
for Here,
no absolution is complete.